Okay Im so sorry for not updating that much....
Its because I had to regulate my life... And there was a lot to regulate...-_-
I dont know if people are interested in my life and whats going on... but I will write it down anyway xDD
To be honest I had to make a list what happened to not forget everything ^^
Some good stuff and some really really bad stuff.... that broke my heart so I needed time...
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The first thing I want to tell you is that Im SO thankful to
And also a big THANK YOU to
And thank you for your sweet icon xDD <333
I know Im a bad Co-Founder but I will do my best! Thank you to both of you for not deleting me^^
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Okay so now I will tell what happened... And I know it will sound again like some drama xD But what can I do thats my live xDD
[Chapter 1] xDDD
-Work-
So some people left and some new came... And they are really really cool! One girl her name is 사라 and four guys. I become friends with them and we are going somewhere after work everytime^^.... First time we went to 노래방. It was so much fun XDDD I dont wanted to sing but after maybe 30 minutes they suddenly gave me the mic and a song started... They wanted me to sing and guess what song?... SHINee - Replay XDDD
They sang with me because they dont wanted me to feel ashamed^^ It was lot of fun^^
So I guess I have new friends and Im really happy with that^^
Somehow they are trying to set me up with one guy... One time we played spin the bottle and they made us kiss...-_-
It was very embarrassing -///-
Woah I almost forget the most important thing... Some korean people made a movie in Berlin... with some really really famous actors... and I got some autograph from my fav one xD it was so cool... To make it exciting I will not say name just post pictures^^ XD They were 5 really really famous actors XD but I just recognized 3 of them because I was so nervous because I had to serve my fav one XD Okay here the pictures...
My fav actor! -> [link]
second one (my leader freaked out because of him xD) -> [link]
and the third one I recognized -> [link]
hahaha it was really cool XD and they came three times ^^
[Chapter 2]
-School-
I made it!!! I'll go to a new school from August!!! I had to pass some exams because normally just people with higher grades can visit this school... But I passed my school ages ago so I could go to some exam and my grades are as good like the other 'high-grade-people" xD Im really thankful to go there. My grandparents and my parents paying for me to go there... 450 every month... Thats about 550$ or 355£.... So a lot of money... I will study there for about 3 years its a foreign language correspondent education and high-school diploma or A level (I dont know the right name.... in germany its called abitur xD)... I choose Chinese...of course xD there was no korean or japanese... so I dont wanted to choose spanish or something like that ... besides my goal is to learn all big asian languages so its a good start^^
AAAnd I will get a Mac Laptop just for me and I can keep it after school >///<
[Chapter 3]
-KPop stuff-
When Beast visited Germany for a concert they wanted to come to our restaurant... on a sunday... and we waited but in the end they called and dont wanted to come anymore.... they were too exhausted.... -_____-..... I just thought....SUNDAY God damn it! xDD
AAAnd when Im going the first time to Korea I will meet SHINee!!!!!!!! >//////////< I met someone who can do this for me... More I dont want to tell... It will take some time to get to Korea because of money but then I will be in heaven XDD
[Chapter 4]
-Stuff-stuff-
I started to learn to play 단소... Its difficult but lots of fun.... Also I started to play Piano again and Im planning to start Ocarina.... Also I started to paint again!! ^^ I bought lots of new stuff and made already some pastel flowers^^ But somehow they're looking like guts xD I will upload a picture soon...^^ 약속!!
I started to play Zelda Twilight Princess and became obsessed and bought two other games.... Spirit Tracks and Skyward Sword xD But I made promise to myself to not do so many stuff that gets me stuck...
So I quit playing World of Warcraft and Im working on quiting smoking....
Im only eating Korean stuff... so I really lost some weight.... but I also do some work outs^^....
I get used to Korean food that I really really hate all stuff my mums buying XD I have to buy my own stuff....
My parents complaining about being fat... But I m not surprised at this fact xD.... I realized that German food is realy oily...
I watched Ninja Assassin some days ago and Im obsessed XDD I love this movie XDD
I rearranged my room and I like it...^^
OOOOH and we have new cats... I love them... Three cats... little sweet babys... They are norwegian forest cats... so they will get really huge xD Two girls and a boy... named 불꽃, 티치 아노 and 바람이 센 <3
If you want I will upload pictures^^
[Chapter 5]
-Heartbreaking stuff-
So.... How can I say...?
Im no longer with my boyfriend...
Its not because we dont love each other anymore... Its because we love each other...
He had some problems with himself.... He has no job... and he dont like that much to go out... and he doesn't feel good when I was meeting some friends or going out... but because of his problems he couldn't come with me... He dont like to be with other people... so he realized how much I changed and didn't go out anymore because I dont wanted to make him sad...
He was feeling guilty the whole time for make me like that... and he thought he couldn't be a good man and a good father... so he tried to make me hate him by telling me he dont love me anymore... but I figured out... he quit... he said when he has some real life and when I have a life we could try again but I think he just said for giving me hope...
He said no girl ever cared that much for him and he wants me to be happy and dont hang around with a guy who is living like him...
We cried a lot and trying to get over... hes really broken now I think...
We are keeping in touch but dont see each other because its really hard...
He told me to keep going and dont look back and forget about him because he deserve to suffer... I dont think so...
I did secretly an oath. Together with his picture, I would also lock up my heart and keep it for him.
This is just short version thats why it sounds really strange but okay... it happened now...
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So I think thats all....
Important!: I will no longer upload here... Every stuff thats going on now will be posted at my tumblr... You can find the link at my information box^^
take care and smile a lot
~HWAITING!!~
~Nuna~







ja naja aber is ja auch egal is ja nichts passiert xD wenn ich sie gesehen hätte wärs krass gewesen XDD
Aw Nuna I'm sorry to hear about everything that happen
WOWIE you're still going to see SHINee!!! OMG I'm so happy for you!!! & You got to meet some famous
Korean actors!! Even though I don't know who they are since I don't watch a lot of dramas or movies. LOL
So, what are you going to school for exactly?
Wish you the best for everything you're doing Nuna!!! FIGHTING
thank you... you are right^^ Im trying to think like that about it and its true... everytime something sad happened it was the beginning for something good^^
I will keep my head up to the sky^^
YEEAAAHH!! But im really really excited... everything will be different after that.. im sure of that.... im scared xD
My offer to giving them some letter from my friends is still on..^^ so if you want... but only sent when im really really sure to meet them^^ it will take some time before it happen but okay...xD
Hahhahaha^^ sweet... the first one is really famous maybe like brad pitt or so in america... he plays for example the old sejeong in the drama "tree with deep roots"^^
the second one you can see in the movie "addicted"
and the last one is maybe the most sexiest killer in some movie xD he is the really really bad guy ind the famous movie "the chaser"^^
Oo? why im going to school?^^ XD im going there for education^^... i will be a foreign language correspondent.... i will work in some office or company which is making business with foreign countries... and i have to translate the letters and translate when they will ahve some meeting over phone or something like that...^^ its like a interpreter for business^^...
thank you wish you the best too~!!^^ i will fight^^ you should too!! <3
& one more thing, why aren't you going to be on deviantart anymore?
I will be online here but I will maybe not write journal^^ or maybe i will... im not sure right now.... but when school is starting again tumblr is easier to write^^
Okay, good news now. HOLYYYYFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU I SCREAMED SO MUCH OMG WTF HOLY GEEZUS. YOU MET LEE BYUNG HUN??? OMGOMGOMGOMG /flailing everywhere
And even more to scream about, I can't even put it in caps since that wouldn't express my total spazzing for the fact that you get to meet SHINee. Oh. My. God. Unnie, oh my god...I just...I don't even....what is life...I just don't..../can't even speak properly.
YEAAAH I met him^^ and some friend of mine is living in Prag and she met them after me XD and tomorrow they will get to her restaurant in prag again^^.... so there will be a movie with them in berlin and prag^^ and they lost in our restaurant some dialogue from the movie xDDD
thank you for being happy for me^^ maybe I will upload the autograph from Han suk-kyu^^ my leader got one from Lee Byung hun^^
YEAH I cant believe it its so so so so crazy... When that girl was telling me I was shaking... I couldn't even drink and everything got on my trousers XDD
before she was telling me she was asking some questions... I didn't recognize that it was some test... she was asking questions like: Are you keep on leraning korean?; Why do you like Taemin?; What would you do if you met him?....
So apparently she was trying to figure out if im a good fan^^.... and I told her my mind and than 2 hours later she told me... xDDD I was freaking out XDD But inside xDD And Im not sure if I really could do this... I dont know... something tells me that I will have lots of stress....-_- I always get so nervous...-_-
And thank you that you are happy with me <33