Hey people ^^
Okay Im so sorry for not updating that much....
Its because I had to regulate my life... And there was a lot to regulate...-_-
I dont know if people are interested in my life and whats going on... but I will write it down anyway xDD
To be honest I had to make a list what happened to not forget everything ^^
Some good stuff and some really really bad stuff.... that broke my heart so I needed time...
The first thing I want to tell you is that Im SO thankful to !!! Thank you so much...
Even if I wasn't online for AGES you didn't stop to send me updates!!! You are such a sweetheart!!! <333
And also a big THANK YOU to for not forgetting me and telling me to come back ^^
And thank you for your sweet icon xDD
I know Im a bad Co-Founder but I will do my best! Thank you to both of you for not deleting me^^
Okay so now I will tell what happened... And I know it will sound again like some drama xD But what can I do thats my live xDD[Chapter 1] xDDD-Work-
So some people left and some new came... And they are really really cool! One girl her name is 사라 and four guys. I become friends with them and we are going somewhere after work everytime^^.... First time we went to 노래방.
It was so much fun XDDD I dont wanted to sing but after maybe 30 minutes they suddenly gave me the mic and a song started... They wanted me to sing and guess what song?... SHINee - Replay XDDD
They sang with me because they dont wanted me to feel ashamed^^ It was lot of fun^^
So I guess I have new friends and Im really happy with that^^
Somehow they are trying to set me up with one guy... One time we played spin the bottle and they made us kiss...-_-
It was very embarrassing -///-Woah I almost forget the most important thing... Some korean people made a movie in Berlin... with some really really famous actors... and I got some autograph from my fav one xD it was so cool... To make it exciting I will not say name just post pictures^^ XD They were 5 really really famous actors XD but I just recognized 3 of them because I was so nervous because I had to serve my fav one XD
Okay here the pictures...
My fav actor! -> [link]
second one (my leader freaked out because of him xD) -> [link]
and the third one I recognized -> [link]
hahaha it was really cool XD and they came three times ^^[Chapter 2]-School-
I made it!!! I'll go to a new school from August!!! I had to pass some exams because normally just people with higher grades can visit this school... But I passed my school ages ago so I could go to some exam and my grades are as good like the other 'high-grade-people" xD Im really thankful to go there.
My grandparents and my parents paying for me to go there... 450 every month... Thats about 550$ or 355£.... So a lot of money... I will study there for about 3 years its a foreign language correspondent education and high-school diploma or A level (I dont know the right name.... in germany its called abitur xD)... I choose Chinese
...of course xD there was no korean or japanese... so I dont wanted to choose spanish or something like that ... besides my goal is to learn all big asian languages so its a good start^^
AAAnd I will get a Mac Laptop
just for me and I can keep it after school >///<[Chapter 3]-KPop stuff-
visited Germany for a concert they wanted to come to our restaurant... on a sunday... and we waited but in the end they called and dont wanted to come anymore.... they were too exhausted.... -_____-..... I just thought....SUNDAY God damn it!
AAAnd when Im going the first time to Korea I will meet SHINee!!!!!!!!
>//////////< I met someone who can do this for me... More I dont want to tell... It will take some time to get to Korea because of money but then I will be in heaven XDD[Chapter 4]-Stuff-stuff-
I started to learn to play 단소
... Its difficult but lots of fun.... Also I started to play Piano again and Im planning to start Ocarina.... Also I started to paint again!! ^^ I bought lots of new stuff and made already some pastel flowers^^ But somehow they're looking like guts xD I will upload a picture soon...^^ 약속!!
I started to play Zelda Twilight Princess
and became obsessed and bought two other games.... Spirit Tracks and Skyward Sword xD But I made promise to myself to not do so many stuff that gets me stuck...
So I quit playing World of Warcraft and Im working on quiting smoking....
Im only eating Korean stuff... so I really lost some weight.... but I also do some work outs^^....
I get used to Korean food that I really really hate all stuff my mums buying XD I have to buy my own stuff....
My parents complaining about being fat... But I m not surprised at this fact xD.... I realized that German food is realy oily...I watched Ninja Assassin some days ago and Im obsessed XDD I love this movie XDD
I rearranged my room and I like it...^^
OOOOH and we have new cats
... I love them... Three cats... little sweet babys... They are norwegian forest cats... so they will get really huge xD Two girls and a boy... named 불꽃, 티치 아노 and 바람이 센
If you want I will upload pictures^^[Chapter 5]-Heartbreaking stuff-
So.... How can I say...?
Im no longer with my boyfriend...
Its not because we dont love each other anymore... Its because we love each other...
He had some problems with himself.... He has no job... and he dont like that much to go out... and he doesn't feel good when I was meeting some friends or going out... but because of his problems he couldn't come with me... He dont like to be with other people... so he realized how much I changed and didn't go out anymore because I dont wanted to make him sad...
He was feeling guilty the whole time for make me like that... and he thought he couldn't be a good man and a good father... so he tried to make me hate him by telling me he dont love me anymore... but I figured out... he quit... he said when he has some real life and when I have a life we could try again but I think he just said for giving me hope...
He said no girl ever cared that much for him and he wants me to be happy and dont hang around with a guy who is living like him...
We cried a lot and trying to get over... hes really broken now I think...
We are keeping in touch but dont see each other because its really hard...
He told me to keep going and dont look back and forget about him because he deserve to suffer... I dont think so...I did secretly an oath. Together with his picture, I would also lock up my heart and keep it for him.
This is just short version thats why it sounds really strange but okay... it happened now...
So I think thats all....Important!: I will no longer upload here... Every stuff thats going on now will be posted at my tumblr... You can find the link at my information box^^take care and smile a lot